Aimer Getters

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2010-11-10T18:36:00.003+08:00

突然感觉如此迷茫.. 如同迷失了方向似的... 该何去何从呢.. 该是时间好好思考了.

STRIVE FOR GOLD!!!

2010-02-04T00:06:00.012+08:00

hey ppl.. i m promoted bak to my SSGT a rank few weeks ago!!!

YAY cool man.. countless thx to my CIs...=DDD

btw just to clarify sumting...im nt a retain student.. IM NOW SEC4.. taking my olevels tis yr!!!

so, im oni demoted n promoted bak again for my cca rank..it has nth to do with my studies...

hw dare sum1 curse mi tt i retain as sec3.. IDIOT!!! touchwood..touchwood..touchwood...

btw gt summor stuff.. hmm dis yr is my most crucial yr.. de o-levels..

i gtta catch up with all de syllabus tt im left behind my class..

n tt is alot..gosh

i hav to strive frm nw onwards!!!

my aim

eng a2

chi a1

emath a1

geo a1

combine humans a2

chem a2

physics a2...

Can I do it? YES I CAN!!!

CHIONG AAAAAA!!! =))

demotion

2009-12-20T20:16:00.006+08:00

sorry to let all de sec3s n cis down during the camp..

im weak n i deserve de demotion.

sorry to cause so much trouble for the sec3s.

n for the sec2s i hope tt u all wil accept me as ur new squadmates frm now onwards.

im weak i dun deserve to b an instructor.

just wanna clarify sumting

i'm nt feeling well..

my legs r v weak n i can hardly lift dem up animor n my head is very giddy.. tts y i cant tak it animor n needs to fall out.

it is not tt i cant tak it animor as an instructor.

aniway im weak. SORRY to evy1 who pin hopes on me.

I deserve the demotion. I'm nt fit to be an instructor.

to all the sec4s, thx for coming for the campfire n sorry for making u all wait so long...

i'll try to earn back my rank, but if i cant.. i reali dunno wad right do i hav to stay in np. im just a letdown.

sorry

i reali wanted sum1 hu i can tok to now

i dunno y when i face the CIs or TOs my tears just drop rapidly.

I simply cant control it.i dunno y m i soo weak now. i can tak it last yr.. but y tis yr i can't?

y i fall out during a show parade?! y..

i wanted consoles but i simply dun deserve dem...

i let so mani ppl down.evy1 gave up on mi... tts reality...

i've to b responsible for my own actions.

i'm v scared tt de CIs scold me again.. tis yr..its de 1st tym tt im soo afraid of them... i dun dare to face dem animor.. i wan to escape..

i dunno if i'l b given animor chances to earn bak my rank...all my past efforts r wasted n im nowhere now.

jus in de mid of space vacuum nth

i cant rely on the sec3s animor they r no longer my squadmates. they r my instructors.when i ask them qn dey told me is my own decisions.. i realise sumting.. i should nt disturb them animor.

sec2s.. wil dey tak mi as their squadmate?? or jus simply an outsider...can i blend in with their squad?... or shld i just leave

~~can i tok to ani1~~

holi.. ?!

2009-11-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

hey ppl is holi now.. u guys happy???

hmmm evy1 is so buzi with their tings.. including mi...

a holi?? or a working month?? hu knws

lols im now pretty addicted to idol dramas..haha

i love tao hua xiao mei!!!!

it rox!!! omg

calvin n da dong acted sooo well.. a great job done!!

hah! other den them i hav a few mor idols tt i love alot..

arron, vision n allen..

ani idea hu dey r?? i doubt soo

well dey r my idols n i sort of 'worship' dem..?! tink soo

k lols.. just toking crap cos nth to update here.. haisss

nxt wk i hav to go k9 attachment for 3 days..

i reali badly dun wan to go but bo bian..=(

n i dun even knw where tt k9 unit is situated.. so zen me ban??

aiya hu care.. zou dao qiao tou zi ran zhi lor...

tis holi is nt v gd.. buzi n buzi n buzi.. ><

k la reali nth to say liao.. bb=)

y

2009-10-18T19:50:00.003+08:00

just watched a drama on de internet..

下一站, 幸福...

too bad oni posted till 2nd episode..

de gal is so pathetic...

her dad died when she was young..

her aunt brought her up with an uncle tt is a pervertic bastard

i cried several tyms while watching....

especially when she knew she cldnt accept a guy's help bcos his help is actually a burden for her..

a big n weighing burden..

she cant decide whether to let him help her n be dependant on him n like him.

she knew tt she cant.. bcos its a burden..

she knw tt de guy help him out of sympathy oni

she knew de reality tt his help wil nt last 4eva.. he wld nt stay bside her 4eva n help her in everything..

de gal has to protect herself frm her "family members" n oso to survive in de world of reality..

so help bcomes a burden..

she wanted to escape frm de family, her 'uncle', but she do nt hav de ability to support herself yet..

she dare nt accept de help.. n she feel tt she shldnt interrupt his life

in de show.. de gal once said..

"你以为你救了她,就有权利干涉她的一切吗?

你现在对她好,她以后怎么生存?

你以为你可以时时刻刻都待在她的身边?

不要再对她好了也不用再去管她

她有自己该过的生活

你现在一时的同情

不是帮助

只会让她更痛苦

因为你永远不会是她的家人

而她自始至终还是一个人"

de gal is brave n oso lonely..

she face her life with courage n determination..

she has a strong front but

in actual fact, tt was to protect herself n oso as a lie to others..

she is v weak..

i admire her character n attitude..

i feel reali sorry for her..

她真的很可怜.

wad she said in de show..

it do mak sense n i chose to agree with it.

tts all.. ~awaiting for nxt episode to b uploaded soon

:(

2009-10-18T19:44:00.003+08:00

ive gotten bak 3 papers on 9fri

failed 1 pass 2.. expected

gt last in class for amath n emath..

f9 n b4 respectively.. i shld b sad n i m.. hu caress

flunk my chi paper1.. paper2 still ok.. oral oso nt gd.. gone case le la

wad wil i get bak on tues?? another failure ba..

i knw tt i did nt do well for geo lit ss chem n maths..

nt to 4get eng paper1 oso.. totali wrote out of pt...

awaiting death.....

exams.. bye bye!!!

2009-10-13T13:31:00.001+08:00

hey ppl wave ur hands to exams!!

dey r nw trash in to de bins lo!!!

we r freeee =DD

=D

2009-10-12T15:45:00.003+08:00

great tt i remove tagg box le..
dis is a lame blog tt ppl shld avoid
but well its still my own blogg..
so wad if its lame.. i lyk it.. gt prob??
tis toks abt my life..
its boring..
so ppl, scramm
no1 wil force u to visit or tag a lame blog...
tml amaths!!! jiayous!!! chiong ahhh

2009-10-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

DOOM TML!!!

ahahaha

2009-09-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

guess what!!
I'm promoted to SSGT liao!! n I get my medal bak frm Mr tan loo..
YIPEE.. ahahaha=DD

2009-09-02T18:10:00.003+08:00

im no longer de emcee for survivalthon lee..

mayb is bcos of my own studies prob baa.. tts y dey kik mi off

im quite sad abt it but well.. nvm.. i dun wan quarrel ova such stuff liaoo

at least dey nv kik mi out of survivalthon.. tts alr v lucky leee..

2009-09-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

tis is my blogg..

lyk mi stay.. hate mi SCAMM.. tere r links below for u to SCRAMMM

simple as tt.. do i nid to explain it??

so retarded fools.. stopp spamming my blogg!!!

u dun wanna b here.. den DUN COME!!

simple stuff lyk tt, teenagers shld knw it well enough.. ><

I HATE HIMMM!! ='(

2009-08-24T21:22:00.006+08:00

i todayy v v v xia sui.. grr!?
aft sch planned to eat lunch with sx n emily at northpoint
y de hell i choose to tak 811?!
saw ppl frm opss-.-"
johnson n de huu..~dunno wth his name is
with their gf..?.?
i chua dio when i saw de guy face
i directly went to bak of buss..
initially nv c johnson de
tereaft emily say he oso tere den i knw..
aniway v sui..
oso heard frm emily tt at de busstop at khatib central,
ks actually wan tak de bus but nv tak cos he saw mi?!
tt was lyk WTH.. m i a GHOSTT.. ZZZZZ
HE HATE MI.. I HATE HIM TOOOOO!!!!!! GRR
seriously lucky i nv c him doing tt with my own eyes..
if nt i'll b DAMN FRUSTRATED N ANGRY...~.-
aft tt pei emily go buy watch..
on de way saw hq, his bro n his frens play basketball
v v sui baa..-.-
had a quarrel with his bro on facebk.. tt was lyk... LAME
i seems to quarrel with evy single person i knew..
teres seriously a great prob with miii..argh><

tereaft at northpoint i saw christian n chen fan..

dey r ok.. but ive been a v v harsh instructor..

so i guess, towards mi dey oni hav hatred..

well tt cant b blamed cos im reali V harsh =x

aniway i just cant 4get hw sui i m...

2009-08-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

ahahaha.. Happy Birthday to MI!! =D

received a few presents today.. THX PPL..

i lyk all of dem v much!!! haha^^

all those hu wish mi happy birthday too...

LOL i luv u guys.. wahahaha

de most surprising gift eva is frm him...

he gav mi nail polish?! LOL

n its lyk so ex.

he spent abt $20 i tink...

im quite touch n shock by de present actually...

i wan to tell him tt dun spend so much money on de present...

n i reali lyk it v v much although de gift is abit awkward.. haha=))

countless thx to him n all de others hu rmb my birthday..^^

btw actually i felt lyk eating chocolates today

but no1 gav mi chocolates..

but my sis just gav mi chocolates as a gift just now...

haha YUMMY!!! thxx sis!!!!! LOLLL

I am extremely HAPPY today!!! luv it.. =))

2009-08-10T12:31:00.005+08:00

这是我的生存之道

我最不需要的就是梦想
最没兴趣的就是恋爱
我不会让自己有希望落空的机会
因为没有期望就不会失望
我一点都不消极啊
因为我没有那个权力啊

tis speech reali portrays out how i shld lead my life...

记住!!越贪心就越倒霉...

national day!!!!!

2009-08-10T10:59:00.003+08:00

ytd is national day!!!

Happy National Day!!!=))

WOO HOO!!

de day tt wil bring warm to evy singaporean hearts

n by listening to all de past few national day songs

bring bak several precious n happy memories...

Arh.. i luv it...=D

2009-06-02T19:00:00.008+08:00

O.o
just gt to knw tt de sec1s hate mi..=.=
just to tell u all.. i knw wad im doing n i dun regret wad i've done.. cos i feel tt its correct
shoe spoil of cos must change.. tts nt an excuse for wearing pt kit.. u wan scold mi den say it infront of mi...
another ting another person.. np is nt a hotel.. u tink u wan come u come.. u wan pon u pon.. den since tts de case y join np.. for gdness sake man!! Zzz
if u all wan to hate mi just bcos im mor strict n fierce den de other instructors.. den so b it..
i rather u all hate mi den hav total no discipline...
if u wan ppl to tok nicely n spoon feed u wad u wan den pls get out of my sight..
other instructors v nice de.. wun scold u all.. evyting hackcare de..
den go luk for dem n dun let mi c u..
i can tell u frankly tt i detest all of u (sec1s)..
i reali dun wan to tak u all.. let de other instructors tok nicely to u all ba..
hw i wish my squadmates to be at least a little mor fierce cos tis is reali nt lyk np animor...
im still wondering y m i here.. having to b told nt to scold u all nt to b fierce..
tok nicely to u all..
lyk tt must well tell mi dun b instructor.. go b a cadet.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n to my fellow squadmates..
if u all wan treat de juniors so nicely, evyting oso ok(eg, shoe spoil nvm can wear pt kit.. no proper pt kit oso nvm.. forget bring tings oso nvm)
n tok to dem so nicely lyk scolding dem oso soft soft voice lyk toking to dem lyk tt..
den omg pls la.. i dun wan b instructor liao.. let mi b ur cadets ok??
u all so gd.. totali hackcare evyting.. dun even luk lyk instructors.. more lyk frens..
do u all even knw hw to shout n scold..
de juniors gt so gd n decipline untill we dun nid to scold dem at all??
np is lyk freaking slack rite now..
i dun c ani discipline in de sec1s at all..
wad i c is my squadmates treating dem lyk frens.. dun even knw hw to scold dem when dey do wrong tings..
u all dun wan b de bad person scolding den i scold la..
STOP TELLING MI NT TO SCOLD DEM OR SHOUT AT DEM..
U ALL DUN WAN SCOLD N SHOUT TTS UR PROB..
DUN TELL MI WAD TO DO BCOS I KNW WAD IM DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna ask u all.. do u tink tt ani1 of u luk lyk an instructor at all??
i knw tt im oso nt a v gd instructor.. but at least ive tried to do my best..
but pls can u all chip in ur part oso?? at least scold n shout when u hav to.. nt evytym tok nicely to dem.. when dey do wrong tings u scold nt tok softly n nicely to dem all de tym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-27T20:18:00.008+08:00

omg.. i hate today

my mood was totali dampened..

1st is pop den folo by nyaa..FREAK!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

evyting just crop up all at once.. wth!!!!!!

stupit teachers n prefects.. STOP giving mi empty promises..

all de excuses u all wil giv is "forget".. do u knw hw much tt word sux!!

nvm forget it.. i HATE ALL OF U!!!!!!zzzz

i m outcasted just bcos of tt retarded word.....

pop pop pop pop pop

wth is tt.. i knw nth abt it.. im in de recre dpt but it seems lyk other ppl knw mor tings den mi..

wad for i stay tere n b an idiot..

im nt in charge of aniting..

u all tell mi ova c de process..

but wad can i do?? totali nth for mi to do..

other ppl all gt job scope n they r incharge of sumting.. nt lyk mi.. just an onlooker.. nobody

pop seems lyk none of my buisness n i dunno de plannings n wad my squadmates r doing..

tis sux!!!!!!!!!!! totali sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m outcasted again

2009-05-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

kan zhe bu xi..

xin hui tong

yan lei hui diao luo...

hui xiang qi wang shi

zuo chu le xuan ze

:'(

2009-05-12T20:51:00.004+08:00

having a gd mood at de strt of de day n 1 retarded issue spoils de entire day..zzzzzzzzzzzz

i wan to tell tt person hu spoils it n gav mi a cold shoulder today..

"wth la.. u said we cld b frens n tis is wad u meant.. if u wan b strangers den just tell me directly la.. giv mi tt damn attitude for wad..freak!!!!!

nw my mood is completly dampened by u..

its so nt worth it but i just cant help being reali maddd......." :@

2009-05-08T22:57:00.006+08:00

had chi n emaths exam ytd..
emaths nv complete paper.. 4qn nv do den 30+ marks flew away..
chi cmi.. so damn difficult.. worse paper i had dis yr..
chi paper 1st 10qn was lyk killing mi..
spent 20min on tt.. (total waste of precious time)..
had lit n eng today..
i nv study for lit so de paper is gone case de..
eng was ok.. paper nt v difficult..(best eng paper i had tis yr)
nw feeling v empty..
nth betta to do so typing crap nw..
hw wil ppl feel aft dey hav achieved their goals or lost their aims..
wil dey b happy?? or will dey feel lost of directions??
its simply ironic n dumb..
tings cld b simple n oso complicated..
depending on hw we c dem..
feeling sad out of simply no reasons sounds so stupid n wrong..

tere must b a reason to evyting..

ya so tt includes me too..

feeling sad n empty cos i do nt hav a clear view of my aims n wants..

wan to kip him by my side but knw tt i cant..

tts just simply horrible..

my life seems to b upset..

is it a joke or wad??

cant we even b frens??.. i knw tt its no longer possible...

2009-05-05T20:22:00.003+08:00

i reali wanna find sum1 to tok to..

but evy1 seems to b busy with their studies n personal stuff..

i dun dare to sms ppl tt im nt close to..

or dey wil find it wierd n being irritated by mi..

can i just hav a

listening

ear??

dotz

2009-05-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

dotz.. ytd nite dunno hu go giv km my no....

(shld b ks giv de ba)

quite shock to receive his msg lor..

my mood wasnt v gd ytd..

so luckily he nv irritate mi..

if nt he'll get a rundown frm mi..=x

:'(

2009-05-02T03:15:00.006+08:00

just watch finish de whole ep of mvp情人..
its a v outdated show le..
but dunno y just feel lyk watching it again..
i lyk 2 of de songs in it..我難過n 存在..
de story line n meaning brought bak several memories..
i dunno but i just suddenly tink of ks..
de words he said.. de tings i've done...
frm de start when we r frens.. til nw... strangers...:'(
i've done him wrong twice..
n cos of tt he hav lost trust in mi..
without trust can we stil b frens..
i guess nt... tt'll reali b a barrier between us.. a barrier tt we cant hit off..
i've hurt him reali badly last tym n i reali regret it..
when i finali realise.. its tooooo latee....
i tried contacting him aft tt but..
soon we just bcame strangers...
he forgotten evyting v quickly..
sumtyms i reali doubt tt wad he said is true or izzit just yi shi de cong dong
he doesnt even giv mi de tym to tink of wad i reali wans..
his thought changed so fast.. so fast within 4 day n i'm just late by a few hours...
evyting is bak to de past.. nth changed...
but my heart felt v empty...
i feel sad dunno y..
wheneva i hav aniting troubling mi or my mood is down..
i just feel lyk toking to him.. but i knew i cant
i deleted his no. to stop myself frm smsing him..
but de freaking ting is tt i've his no. stuck in my brain.. i just cant shake it off..
when i watch de show i cried...
cos i knew i hav lost a fren.. sum1 mor den just a fren.....
i'll continue stopping myself frm contacting him..
n time wil mak mi forget abt de pain ba...
i hav to face de fact of losing sum1 n tts fate..
at tis point of tym i cant change anyting..
i can oni let it pass...

yo!! I'm bak..

2009-04-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

broke up with hq last sat..

dun reali lyk de idea of steading..

it givs mi a v wierd feeling..

aft breaking.. i had a relief..

so i didnt regret my decision..

as for ks.. i dunno hw to say la..

but since its ova den let it b ba..

evyting is bak to normal again..

de way it shld b..

felt mor relax now=)

dunno la

2009-04-22T20:49:00.005+08:00

today.. dunno wad happen la..

today hp no bat.. s hav to on off phone to preserve bat n c msg

aft sch went to de np room n c my squadmates doing all de admin n log stuff..

aft tt mi n emily went to northpoint n had our lunch

aft lunch, on my phone.. saw ks msg say abt frens tingi..

den hq say wan meet up nt..

dunno y leh.. mayb dun lyk him le ba.. i meet up with him at mac..

b4 meeting.. i call ks ask sumting n he told mi to mak my own decision..

i v nt sure whether to mak tt decision ant lor..

meet hq le den tok to him abt it den mi n emily oso came up with a dumb idea to mak de decision..

tt idea resulted in givin mi a breaking ans...

but i still deciding den he say he nid go off le..

tell mi sms him my decision..

so here i m now.. still dunno wad to do..

i tried using jy as a reference pt..

last tym wheneva i'm sad.. de 1st person i tink of is jy

den evytym aft toking to jy.. i wun feel so upset animor..

but for nw.. i dunno whether i'll tink of hq when i'm sad..

reali dunno cos nv try b4..

but i tink i wun tink of him lor..

as for ks ar.. dunno leh..

abit sad when i saw his msg today..=x

perhaps i shldnt say tis animor ba..

ya.. evyting is too late...

2009-04-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

=)....=(...??hais...

ytd had a great day at the HTA..

my whole contigent except de ic had endured thr'h de whole parade...

tts reali great n my whole contigent was super hyper..

aft de parade, as we march bak to de holding room..

mi, chanel n hengqin kip on shout de tyming out loud..

den inside de room.. we had great fun n de ppl all crack alot of stupid jokes..

i reali miss all de fun tt we had..
i oso miss de ppl in de orchid park bus..

MISSSSSSSSSS...

today...

dunno hw to say la..

made sum1 realli sad..

feeling v guilty now.. but i cant do aniting to it:(

n de reason.. is tt ... i betta dun say la.. hais..

but at least i knw tt i made 1 person happy today..

my dar:)...

reali wanna say sorry to.. sorry.. dun b sad animor.. cheer up!!

i'm sure u'll find sum1 betta:D

haiz..

2009-04-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

it wasnt a smooth day..

had choi syf today n did nt expected to hav crop up so mani unexpected tings..

it was reali disappointing..

had bronze in de end..haiz:(

i wish tt tis sat parade wil b a success..

i've put in a lot of hardwork for de parade..

standing under de hot sun for so mani trainings n skipping so mani lessons..

hope tt nth will crop up tis sat..

Argh!!!!!

2009-04-13T23:16:00.006+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lately i've done alot of wrong tings tt made mi lost mani precious tings...

wrong words said resulted in hurt n scar..

friendship with a scar tt leaves no trust...

can friendship still sustain??

i dunno hw to face him

...

i knw tt i've to bear de consequences for wad i've done..

but i dunno wad to do..

i've total lost my directions..

...

cld i just treat him as a stranger??

i dunno..'(

...

i'm oways alone with no1 to rely on..

i hate being independent..

i hav no true frens to tok to when i have troubles..

all de contacts in my hp seems lyk stranger to mi..

dey r just too far away n i'll nv manage to reach upon dem..

ppl finds mi irritating

n i oso knw tt dey feel tt i cant b trusted..

n tts bcos i've done tings tt made dem felt disappointed..

i'm in de wrong.. i knw tt.. n i'll bear de consequences..

even if it means to lose a fren..

tts responsibility.. isn't it??

ya...

...

can i just have a listening ear??

YO!!

2009-04-11T06:29:00.002+08:00

yay.. my dad just bought mi a laptop ytd..

n now here i m using de laptop to post..^^

i bought a compac laptop..

v nice n i luv it alot..

now i can post mor often with dis laptop..

WOOHOO!!=D

??

2009-03-23T13:55:00.003+08:00

当我心情不好,心很乱时,你说的话总能安抚我的心..

有时你就在我面前,但却遥不可及. 我怎么走也走不进你的世界..

告诉我,怎么做才能忘记你?????

啊........

为什么我相信时间能够冲淡一切,但我的心依然放不下你..

为什么每当我差一点就能忘记你了,但你却一再的出现在我的面前..

我曾试着喜欢别人,但你却浮现在我脑海里..

我下了决心要把你忘了,但我就是办不到..

经过你屡次的拒绝,而一转眼一年都过了,我依然还喜欢你..

这番话,你应该不会看到吧..

即使你知道了,也于事无补..

我很可笑吧... =x

now i dun lyk him animor le.. yay!! finali put hiim down le..^^

2009-03-21T16:09:00.003+08:00

hais.. sian sia...
dis wk sch holidays but i end up going for np evyday...
ytd even worse sia.. no npap!! but no1 inform us so we went to opss n den a guy frrm tt sch told us dun hav parade...
it made us feel so xia suay lor... so we went luk for ppl to blame...
n end up waiting for yu jian outside north brooks for 3h n earn some mosquito bites in return..
lol.. n now i m here doing my lit proj... today must complete.. so gtg bb^^

2009-01-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

bak to blogging again.. didnt blog for quite awhile since sch reopen..hahas
gotten mr koh's email finali..lolx..added him in msn...
nxt wk he still teaching us physics cos mr tan MIA..lolx...
jonathan teach us light for physics.. n it was lyk we hav learnt it in sec2 le...
so can say tt it is slping tym for physics lesson ba..^^
but dunno y leh... i find his lesson v funny..muahahaha...
mayb cos he luks funny as a teacher ba...
he enter class.. de face moody moody de... den when lesson tym kip on smiling..lolx.. no offence =D
i've bought a pendant for jy tis wk
n it was lyk so wierd when i gav him tt on thurs...
lolx.. mayb i'm de oni 1 hu finds it wierd ba..dunno leh.. dun dare ask him hw he feel
dis fri np was lyk.. um.. quite sian la... cos i dun reali lyk to do those logistic stuff...
shld hav gone for backstage duty instead.. hais.. so regreting nw...
but if go for backstage duty.. um... my choir frens c mi le.. dey mite kill mi ba...
pon choir to go for npcc act... oops.. dun kill mi pls.. muahahaha:)
had a e math test ytd n amath test de day b4 ytd...
de amath test was lyk ok.. ~cos is sec2 work wad..hahas
den de emath test was lyk hell for mi... i've forgotten hw to cross-multiply!! OMG...
n so in de end oni nw hw to do 1Q out of 5... my emath CMI liao.. confirm fail de...
my dad's gonna b reali mad at mi... :'(
nxt wk will hav a horrible wk..~cos its de wk b4 chi new yr... den gt test evy single day nxt wk...
thurs i tink gt 2 test...hais... a gd news is tt tere's no test for physics(de worst subj)..
cos mr tan nt bak yet.. so can slack 4 tt subj..yay!!
... but wait till he's bak...muahahaha.. it'll b my death date...
tts all for de wk.. bb^^

2009-01-17T19:55:00.001+08:00

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2009-01-11T13:36:00.001+08:00

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1st day of sch!!

2009-01-02T20:46:00.009+08:00

woo hoo!! 1st day of sch sia.. (gt np summor..hais)
today go sch.. lyk so strange lyk tt lor..
new classes.. new face to luk at evyday...
today see my ex-classmates..de bois.. um...feel lyk laughing all de tym lor...
dey luk so wierd in tt long pants hahas.. no offence..lolx
to mi.. jian wen n xiao xiong luk de weirdest in their new pants...muahahaha...=D
my new classmates.. um... still ok la.. quite neutral..ya
had quite a sian day cos nth much to do.. kip on go hall listen to "lectures"...hais
lucky my math teacher n form teacher is ms ang.. tts de best ba...
my chi teacher is oso yu lao shi..yay!!
but i didnt get my desired sci teacher:(...
i wan mrs chan teach mi physics.. but in de end... all my sci teachers r guys...
today in np.. um.. quite slack ba.. but quite fun too lolx^^
had 2nd class drill retest... my performance sux...
i too tense up le.. den in de end kip on giv wrong commands... tts de worst man!!...
song rong n bok xiong n yeow hoe.. oso had a tok with us...
it made mi thought of alot of tings... v reflective...
den during rt.. um... i can say tt i reali had fun!!...
nw i reali treasure de tym we had to play n laugh together with de instructors..
in my eyes.. dey r 4eva our sec3 instructors...(alt dey r sec4s nw)
aft np.. went to de playground near our sch with emily, amanda n nat..
mi n emily had our dinner tere...
during tt period of tym.. daniel walked pass n he said sumting tt made mi reali sad..
b4 he walked away he said tt we wun hav to c him again...
tinking of tt.. i reali dun wan de instructors to step down..
i'll miss dem for sure...
i realli dun wan dem to leave.. dey r de best instructors...
without dem.. np lyk lack of sumting lyk tt...:'(
i feel tt dey r our pillar... without dem.. we will collapse...
I DUN WAN DEM TO LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tym realli flies.. in a blink of an eye.. 2 yrs pass..
we hav to b independent n b an instructor n kip np in gd hands...
tts wad i aim to do... b an up to standard instructor...
we cant go bak to de past n we must face de present..
but i still dun wan dem to leave...!!
hais
nxt wk fri gt de interview... i reali dunno wad department i wanna go...
campcraft is cmi de n i hav no interest in it aniway...
admin is de last choice tt i wld mak...
recreation.. um... no comments
footdrill ne... i admit tt my drills reali sux n its de buziest department too.. but i quite lyk dis department though...
hais... wad shld i choose as my 1st 2 choices??
dunno la...

Yay!!

2009-01-01T05:54:00.003+08:00

woots.. !HAPPY NEW YEAR!
alt it will b a terrible yr..
but a yr is a new strt.. so its a gd ting isnt it??hahas^^
i didnt slp de whole nite.. muahahaha.. ytd oso nv slp..=D
gtta rush my stupit hw...
today i've finali finish my maths hw... took 3h just for tt piece of paper..
my maths totali sux now.. took so long to complete de ws...hais
ani way may all my frens hav a happy yr n smile evyday!!

gd morning..hahas...^^

2008-12-31T05:17:00.006+08:00

hais.. so tired...
cleaned my retarded room for 4 hrs n till now didnt feel lyk slping...
perhaps i'm nt slping animor for de day ba...
no1 on9 n no1 to chat nw hais... v sian...
sch strting le... n seriously i hav nt touch my hw yet.. argh!!...
but nvm la..
when de sun rises, i shld b able to chiong n complete 2 third of it ba...
i believe i can do it hahas...
when sch reopen.. i'll b super buzi..=(
1st day of sch=np act
nxt tue, wed, thurs=choir
nxt fri=comfirm np again
nxt sat=cca orientation.. gtta split myself into half for both cca..
sec3 is de worst yr man!!...zzz

tagged^^

2008-12-25T10:57:00.003+08:00

got tagged by jiazhi to do the quiz^^
1. The person who tagged:
jiazhi
2. Your relationship with her:
um.. frens ba.. squadmates for 2 entire yrs too :)
3. Your impressions of him:
dunno leh.. v cute ba..hahas
4. The most memorable thing he had said to you:
walao
5. The most memorable thing he had done to you:
forget le..
6. If he becomes your lover, you will:
nah.. impossible
7. If he becomes your lover, thing he has to improve on will be:
i'm nt a les..=.=
8. If he becomes your enemy, you will:
dun tink will happen..hahas
9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
um.. shld b cos of my idiotic attitube ba..lolx
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is:
nth
11. Your overall impression of him is:
a great fren:D
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
heck care..hahas
13. The characteristics that you love about yourself are:
dunno.. nth ba...
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
i'm totali useless
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
dunno.. feel lyk being yongxin, weibin n mi.. all 3 mix together ba.. hahas
16. People who care about and likes you, say something to them:
thx buddies!!^^
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1)Emily
2)Esther
3)Lynette
4)Jiansheng
5)Bixuan
6)Chenglin
7)Tzeyuen
8)Isabel
9)Hilda
10)Yueying
18.Who is six having a relationship with?:
dunno leh..
19. Is nine a male or female?:
female..
20. What is two studying about?:
same as mi lor..
21. If seven and ten are together, will it be a good thing?:
both r gals.. u tink leh...
22. When was the last time you had a chat with three?:
ytd nite just sms...
23. What kind of music does eight like?:
nt sure.. havnt seen her since p6..hahas
24. Will you woo three?:
no way man!!
25. How about seven?:
mission impossible..
26. Is four single?:
dunno leh.. he so flirt.. tink so tt he gt himself a gf le...
27. What is the surname of five?:
Oops forgot le.. shld b Tan ba..
28. Do five and nine get along well?:
dey r completly frm 2 different worlds
29. Where is two studying at?:
cchy
30. Have you tried developing feelings for eight?:
wad kind of feelings.. if frens=yes
31. Where does nine live at?:
fajar rd... she's my neighbour...
32. What colour does three like?:
i'n nt reali sure...
33. Are five and one best friends?:
dey r enermies instead..lolx
34. Does one have pets?:
nope
35. Is seven the sexiest person in the world?:
dunno... ask her..hahas
36. What is ten doing now?:
dunno...

np again..

2008-12-19T17:10:00.004+08:00

动脉.. 霹雳mit theme song..hahas... frh sing de... damn nice lor..^^
oh ya bak to de topic.. np
ytd had quite a fun tym in np...
act wad i wanna tok abt is abt jiajun sir de...
i reali feel tt he is a nice person n a v humorous guy indeed...
ytd he teach us armdrill i feel tt he quite gd..
but when it comes to de amazing race...hais
he tink v fun den during 1 of de stations he go put de worms on de ground, n we had to crawl ova it...
it is damn disgusting lor...
act i reali wanna try crawling ova it,
but de jiajun he go put de worms in front of mi rite under my eyes
n when i wan to crawl towards de left to avoid de worms,de worms were oso placed at de left...
i was damn fed up with de worms lor..zzz
act i'm scared of de worms la..
den he still put.. so i crawl halfway den i dun wan crawl le...
i oso scolded jiajun..(no respect for seniors.. i knw)
den aft tt i go off to de canteen alone..
dun even wan to c jiajun...
aft np i n emily went to had our dinner at de playground near de sch...
we saw jiajun n de other instructors..
n i shouted jiajun sux.. dun reali knw whether he gt hear nt..
when reach home v tired den thought through abt tis again..
i realise tt i'm wrong as i had no respect for seniors cos i scolded him during np course n further mor he's de coordinator..
but i'm still angry ova tis matter..
i reali cant tak tis kind of joke lor...
frankly speaking he's a nice senior n gd instructor..lolx...^^
now let mi tok abt today..
had quite a happy but sian day hahas..^^..;)
i happy cos gt 1 reason.. i guess all of u all knw ba..lolx
jiayue was de ic for today's road marshel..^^
we had a slacking day today cos we had a slacker as our ic..lolx
act jiayue nt slacker la... he is too gd le so wad eva we wan, he all agree... he's so flexible
act today wan tell him sumting.. but cant find a suitable tym to tok to him...
wan call him.. oso cannot.. :(
aiya i oso dunno la.. mayb mon den tell him lor...
dun tink i hav de guts to tell him face to face.. sms him lyk wierd wierd de..
hais...
tts all i wanna tok abt "NP"...^^

lolx... i'm stupid

2008-12-12T22:22:00.005+08:00

just came bak frm chalet a few days ago..
de chalet was sort of fun n sianz...
oni slept a total of 5h for both nites.. hahas... damn tired lor
de 1st nite, de bedroom was made a gambling den by our mr CI baboon..
de bois mak several idiotic noises downstairs n when dey finali quieten down..
den suddenly mr baboon shouted crockroach n de noises continued for another hour just bcos of a tiny winy crockroach..lolx
we slept at 4 till6.30 n guess wad...
basil, danial, ashraf n de sec1 bois played uno throughout de whole nite sitting on de staircase...
wonder hw dey did tt.. uno is so sian n dey manage to play it ovanite..lolx...
2nd day was de bbq day...
it was realli fun...
towards de end of bbq,...
mr baboon came ova to our bbq pit n help us bbq our chicken...
guess wad... he bbq den put it on de plate n asked us whether dey can tak de chicken wing...
its den tt we realise tt he wanted to "help" us bbq...
he took de chicken wing away n came bak with loads of uncooked food...
so we help dem cook lor.. but.. we did sumting fun with de food, tt mite get glenn into deep trouble...
but wad done is done so ... aniway sry sec3s n glenn... sorry...
de 2nd nite.. we were chased out of de room by de bois..
majority of de sec3s had alcohol during midnite.. xcept sum kuai kia lyk danial, glenn, lili n chee hong...
lol.. khar hwee drank till he feel lyk volmiting.. hais.. dunno hw to drink, still drink
act for dis chalet i pretty lyk it n feel tt its fun.. although its sian de lor hahas...
i didnt reali regret going for de chalet.. cos its my 1st tym going for a chalet.. hahas...
too bad 1 person nv go... hais... y must he b sick on tt day...zzz
lolx.. tts all i wanna post... gtg le bb...^^

i luv my melaka stay!!

2008-12-07T09:45:00.016+08:00

just came bak frm melaka ytd...
had a great tym with my cousins in malaysia..lolx
my cousins were cute!!...
we had alot of fun playing together..
we played pocca cards n even climbed trees 2gether...
my grandpa hse is de kampong kampong type de so tere r trees, durain trees, rambutan trees, chickens, rooster~tt cld wake all of us up at 6.30 in de morning.. v punctual sia, n dogs
de place rox xcept tt teres alot of insects n irritating mosquitoes..lolx^^
we had bbq 2days ago... de bbq was v fun hahas... its my 1st tym bbqing lolx...
here r sum pics of my cousins n sis...

here r sum pics of my baby cousin n her mom~my aunt... de baby is oni 6 months old...

isnt her cute lolx...^^hahas
lol tml going for chalet n hav another bbq on tues...
gonna b fun.. i tink...hahas...:D

YAY!! de camp is FINALI ova hahas!!^^

2008-11-17T11:21:00.005+08:00

YAY de camp is ova lol...
de camp sumhow rox n sux is sum ways hahas...
on 1st day...
it did nt strt off v well...
act planning to wake up at 4.40am... but i slept till 5.30 den wake up leh!!...
i still thought i'm gonna b late.. but quite lucky tt i didnt.. if nt ci jb will b screaming n giving loads of pumpings le hahas...
we fall in n dey collected our valuables... 1st tym de bag is filled with so mani valuables haha...
when i was rushing to sch.. my eggs accidentali drop on de ground... it was lyk damn stupit lor...hais... but lucky i brought 1 whole pack.. den still gt 6 eggs left intact.. if nt i'll be dead lol...
fall in den collect batons n gav de eggs to basil sir... de eggs was damn disgusting lor...
lynette was lyk screaming n basil didnt even dare touch de eggs hahas...
i put de eggs in de container n basil was lyk saying tt i'll break de eggs if i put it in tt way...
i was lyk piss off by his words...
de eggs nt tt vulnerable tt it will b broken in tt way lor...
for de uniform inspection..
my baton touch de ground mani tyms while doing pumping n songrong gav mi xtra pumpings... 1st tym doing pumping with a baton.. hais but now i knw tt doing pumping with baton must play smart le..
hav to push baton to de bak when knocking down...
if nt baton confirm will touch ground lol... i v stupit.. now den knw tis...
de boys v dao mei...
all except jian wen dio show parade lol... jian wen uniform so gd tt he was left out of de show parade... hahas...
gals nv dio show parade.. but mi, lynette n emily was asked to hav xtra footdrill lesson...
tt was damn stupit lor... jian sheng go put our names in..zzz
lunch tym..
we were asked to b in our grps...
my grp consist of...
mi,emily,swee koon,jasmine,guanhoe n cheewei~(dunno hw 2 spell his name:p)
had our lunch n we were de 1st grp to clean up... lol cos we oni had 2 packs of maggie mees for 6 person hahas...
aft which is footdrill den campcraft den pt... it was lyk quite sian..
aft footdrill i tink we had a water parade b4 goin for campcraft...
we drank de 1st cup n den de instructor told us to fill our mugs again... we de sec2s all say boo!!... n in return jian boon told us to count 1 to 20 with our hands up in de air...
it was damn tiring lor zzz...
during pt we didnt had to run cos of lack of tym.. n it was lyk heng...
den had our dinner in de canteen... our cardboard caught fire n so did other grps too.. hahas... a mini campfire lol...
aft dinner i was lyk asking evywhere when's de tym to fall in... lol...
i asked de meal ic jia yue when to fall in n he even had to check his phone for de info..
is lyk lol lor... den he speak v soft.. cant figure out wad is he toking...
den i just dun care him.. rush bak to de classroom...
we fall in outside class 1f~i tink... we r lyk so quiet lol...
den sumbody suddenly made a sound n we r lyk laughing lor...
luckly for de lifeskill lesson is yu jian tak us...
we r lyk laughing n smilling when yu jian told us to go to 1e classroom.. hahas... we dun wan to c jian boon though...
we had a realli realli short game n it was quite lame... but we kept on laughing through out de game hahas...
i oso learnt sumting frm lynette.. impossible= i m possible.. hahas... mak sense rite??
campcraft preparation was lyk nth much.. all of us sian sian de den we called SOS den weibin came ova n gav us ideas...
emily den soon came up with a performance with de main theme baboon.. hahas...
aft which is de stupit xtra footdrill. i was damn piss off lor... i h8 it man...
during supper my mind is blank... realli v angry for tt stupit xtra lesson...
aft supper mi, emily n lynette bath n slept at 12am...
Day2 was lyk a much betta day...
early in de morning at exactly 4.30 dere was a stupit person blowing a whistle...
at first i dunno wads de blowing for so i went bak to slp...
den weibin told us gt dunno wad silent or fire drill... den we all run to de parade sq lor..
was lyk de last few to fall in...
jb said tt we took 20 min to fall in n it was de longest fire drill... i was lyk hack care lor... still in slping mood...
de sec3s v can1... nv realli slp den still kana alot of pumpings.... feel quite sad for dem.. n nxt yr it will b our turn lor...
6am fall in.. den had pt..
i dun lyk de pt at all.. jesslyn do alot of stun lor.. gt wad butterfly kik.. n 1 side hand dunno wad ting...
during breakfast cant finish bread.. luckily de prefects came down to hav their breakfast.. den i gav de bread to chermaine.. hahas.. de instructors nv c lor
jia yue gav all of us de stupit form n had to hand in during supper...
had arm drill for 3 whole hours with oni 15 min of water break lor... cant absorb all de cammands tt dey teach hence now i alr forget de 7788 le...
den aft lunch is foot drill for 2.5h... lol... at 1st we all v scared of mei fong mam n thought tat de footdrill lesson will b hell for us...
but to our surprise, a miracle happens n we enjoy de footdrill lesson realli much!!! it rox man!!
our drills r lyk suddenly v gd for once n xiao xiong~jun hao kept on cracking jokes n yu xiang footdrill was lyk so funny hahas... mei fong v gd... baton touch ground twice oni 2 pumpings nia...
towards de end.. de sec3s saw us den dey oso do their own footdrill hahas...
their drills was lyk still much betta den ours...
den is campcraft... oni abt 15 min for campcraft nia...
den gt de endurance run...
tts wad i fear de most when i came to dis camp...
i fall out aft running for awhile cos of my stupit stitches... de mor i run de mor it hurts hais...
den swee koon oso fall out den wei qin bring us bak to sch... hais hai4 dao4 wei qin cannot run with de others.... v sry...
for de run... my whole grp all casualty hahas...
when we r being casualty.. de pt machine gav de others static training...
de training luks realli tough... feeling sry for de sec1s,2s n 3s....
we had our dinner n we cant finich de rations... still gt quite a bit left...
de campfire tt i luk forward most towards turns out to b a utter disppointment...
hais...
den glenn was totali pissed off lor...
during supper we completed de ws on de comments on de instructors... i gav realli frank comments... hope tt it doesnt hurt ani1... i write stuff lyk slacker etc...
for de best sec3 instructors.. i wrote basil n glenn... dey realli teaches us v well...
aft which we bath n de others study realli hard for de campcraft test... i was lyk hack care...
day3 was lyk totali tired n exhausted...
we had a fire drill at 3.30 den luckily we r fast so we nv dio scolding.. but de sec3s v suay... mei fong mam go scold dem n pump dem for being de last squad to fall in... hais... de sec3s r realli v ke1 lian2...
de pt was lyk no mood for it... v tired kip on tinking of falling out but in de end still doing pt with de others....
breakfast was lyk de worst breakfast eva... dunno wad sir gav mi de stupit bread.. it taste terrible.. de tea oso de same v v v bitter... hais... no choice but to eat finish.....
de campcraft test was lyk quite easy la... but i scored v badly.. just pass nia...
for area cleaning... my grp gtta clean de parade sq, sports hall n basin...
de parade sq is v clean... de sports hall was sooo dirty n de basin even worse...
had a fun tym cleaning de basin lol... 1st tym seeing de basin so clean hahas...
aft tt debrief n sum admin stuff den break camp lo.. woo hoo!!
b4 breaking de camp.. jb told us nxt wk gt act n gt a mock 2nd class drill test...
hais.. another stupit test....
holi le still gt test n i lyk evy wk hav to go sch at least twice cos of np n choir... hais...
but now i still v happy cos eoy camp is ova.. haha!!^^

...

2008-11-13T20:26:00.006+08:00

dunno y.. nowadaes i c sec3s, i feel realli weird... just gt de feeling of walking away... dun even feel lyk luking at dem or toking to dem...
tinking of dem maks mi sick...
c dem lyk c strangers n weirdoes lyk tat...
hahaha... mayb i'm just crazy...hahaha hu cares abt how i feel hahaha... lol
aiya i just dun feel lyk cin dem n goin for tt torturing camp la.. but no choice sia zzzz!!

lol lol lol!!

2008-11-12T22:35:00.005+08:00

wad de... i gt into 3g!!... zzz... dunno whether can cope nxt yr nt...
when i received de news i'm v happy abt it...
but aft giving it further thoughts.. i dunno whether it is a gd news or a bad news...
if i get into 3f.. den i wun b vex.. i'll just stay in tt class since i oni gt into 3f...
but now 3g... i'll hav to tink whether i can cope ant with 2 pure sci, 1 core geo n 1 elective lit... plus my cca...
nxt yr de cca hav to put in a lot of tym, den i where gt enough tym to study for 8 subj...
my cousin tell mi nt to appeal out of g... den i tink i listen to her lor...
she say other ppl wan go dis class oso cant get in.. den i in le, wan to appeal out.. i siao...
at least must try to cope n balance de tym well...
cut down on tv show too...
lol.. tv shows how to cut down hahas...
dunno whether dis is de right decision.. but i'll just try for once...
mayb i realli can cope well... hu knws... hais but still quite worried
if nv cope well den nxt yr might hav to drop subj...
i tink i betta dun tink ani mor n stick to 3g since god put mi into dis class...
if nt de mor i tink de mor i feel lyk banging de wall...

hao lei a...

2008-11-08T18:34:00.013+08:00

i can use my hse com. to play games le... finali can use le.... i shld b v happy... but.. hais dunno la..
ytd np nth much happen... but on de way home... i cry in de bus...
dun really knw y i cry... mayb i too angry den de fire in mi burst into tears ba....
reach home.. open com. play habbo... nt in gd mood so kip on scoldin ppl online...
de motto i go put si jy chou jy..zzz......
dunno y just put tat... act wan change de name to jb de.. but i mor angry with dis person...
i dunno y i angry but, just suddenly feel sad n angry...
i realli felt tat i'm lost n dunno wad to do...
dis feeling hav been with mi all along since de strt of dis yr.. i just cant shake de feeling away...
i'm lyk too paranoid n kip on tinking dis tinking tat...
i act created a cheer specially for de eoy camp fire.. i must b crazy...
last nite slept at 2+.. tinking dis n tat.. my studies n np... how m i goin to cope it nxt yr??... i dunno
nxt yr our pillar de sec3s n jb sir r stepping down... leaving us to fite de battle alone
i realli scared tat np will collapse in our hands...
ytd asked jy whether de pm tok boring nt... den he tell mi go ask ashraf..
ashraf say v interesting... so gd for dem lor... at least didnt waste de trip...
sumtyms tinking bak i feel tat my attitude reali hav a prob...
i feel tat i've changed yr by yr .. changed into a paranoid n annoying person...
i'm now reali diff frm wad i m in pri sch... bcomin worse n worse...
evy1 around mi feel reali taxing toking to mi n listening to mi...
i'm lyk a disturbance to dem...
i realli wanna b a gd fren but i just cant change bak to wad i m in pri sch...
i realli dun wan to b an annoying person...
i wan to b independent so tat i wun hav to rely on others on evy single ting i do....
when i'm lost.. i dunno hu to turn to... in de past i sms jy when i'm vex n unhappi...
but soon i find tat i shldnt disturb him all de tym n ask him stupit qns... he will oni feel annoyed.
so now i no1 to turn to... so i cry lor..hahas... tat sounds stupit...
act i realli lyk him... but i knw tat he dun lyk mi, so i tried to avoid n forget him..
but i just cant get him out of my mind... evytym i tink of dis.. i realli feel lyk banging de wall...
hais... tis cant b force;)... trying to get dis sentence into my mind....
now wad shld i do ne... i tink i'll just wait patiently for de chalet n pray tat de eoy camp will b ova asap...

zzzzzzzzzzz

2008-10-21T15:18:00.006+08:00

for gdness sake... i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun feel lyk goin to np n de atc..... i will definitely suffer ova dere de lor.. zzz
hu eva hu same grp with mi all feel v suay den now i dun wan ani1 in my grp can??!!!!!!!
i'm reali sick of all dis comments all dis stuff...
dis tym round de stupit prob is lynette's fault n wad happens(as oways) is tat it bcomes my fault again n all de fingers r pointed at mi........ i reali hate my squad n de guys in sec3s... dey oways use tat kind of 眼神luk at mi... as if i'm wrong.......
i wld rather b alone den b outcasted..
at least i'll feel betta dis way....zzzz

exams is ova n now is my 死期...

2008-10-14T13:44:00.004+08:00

i just gotten bak some of my eoy results todae... to mi, i failed almost all my subj... eng, math n my chi results sux de most...
i wasted 5 marks in my eng for nothing aaaaaaa.... i fail maths!!!
my chi results did nt reach my expectation n my chi oral comfirm did v badly de.. comfirm!!!!!....
my np stuff oso gave mi many retarded prob... de pop which hav gone pass for several wks le n u knw wad!!...
i'm de pop ic n i hav to collect de money for pop n pay de others for de items dey hav bought... 2 of my squadmates havnt giv mi de money n 1 of dem.. i dunno wad de hack she is tinking... cld she just return mi de money??!!...
if by dis fri she havnt pass mi de money, how m i goin to account to yingzhi n her mother??!!
wth did she expect mi to do??!! if i did nt return yingzhi de pop money by dis fri, yingzhi mother is goin to tell de CI.. n i m de 1 hu is going to get in to trouble...
她可以不要害我吗。。。她可以不要让我为难吗。。。她这样会害死我的!!!
just bcos i treat her as a fren, i drag dis issue for several wks, almost 1-2 months le...
i alr help her pay de pop gift $3 first le n now... i'm nt goin to help her pay another $3 first!!!...
she promise tat she will pay wadeva she owes n now wad happens?? drag n drag n drag...zzzzzzzz...
i ask her to pay mi de $6 latest by fri n she tell mi to go die... freaking hell la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if she n emily dun pay mi bak de money by fri... i tink i'm reali going to b dead...!!!
if u treat mi as a fren den pls dun get mi in to dis kind of trouble... u drag v long le.. i'm sure tat u knw tat!!!!!!!!!zzzzzzzzzzzz

hais.. so sad...

2008-10-03T13:21:00.004+08:00

now mi in national library using com. to find some geo exam info... gt some tym so post some stuff...
i nt v happi today.. de lit paper wasnt tat well done n aft de lit paper, i went to luk for my choir senior deborah to giv her someting... dunno is suay or lucky.. i c some1 i dun wanna c outside de libary... sian lor... exam exam exam= study study study... hais...唉声叹气叹气似乎成为了我的生命中的一部分了...
1 mor v sad ting... de sec4s r leaving... how i wish de days when dey giv us pumping... i miss dem....
another even worse ting... de sec3s r stepping soon... so soon tat tym reali flies just in de blink of an eye... can tym just stop n de sec3s remain as our instructors??
i dun wan sec3 to step down... i will miss dem alot de...
i oso dun wan dem to pass out lyk de sec4s nxt yr... pls dun leave us sec3... dun leave so soon at least can pls... i dunno wad will happen without u all by our side....

zzz..

2008-09-17T14:26:00.006+08:00

i'm reali fed up with some losers tat i've met in my life... dey r selfish n inconsiderate ppl...
i oni met dem since i came to dis sch.. pri sch life is much betta.. hais........
felt quite sorry for de losers...
i knw tat i'm being reali sacastic in dis post but i just reali v angry n hav no place to vent my anger... so let mi b sacastic for once.. at least

chiong ar.. :D

2008-09-09T13:48:00.003+08:00

lets all chiong together for our exam n get to de class we lyk!! exams is just in 3 wks tym.. tats sounds short... aft our exam.. den we can high 翻天 lo... yay!! 好期待喔... so now must study le... wish tat can get into 3g nxt yr.. hais... prev semester level ranking is oni 90+(shld b 94 ba.. cant rmb exactly)... ai ya, but at least top 100 can le hahas... i oso wish tat dis sat survivalthon will be a sucessful wan.. shld be quite fun n interesting ba...
in de past is all go other schs play games... finali other schs come to our sch for competition le...
hey my squadmates.. now term 4 le.. so must study hard hard..
lynette, must hav confidence in urself.. u can do it... lets strive together in np, oso in studies...ok??
nxt fri is pop le.. lucky we alr done up almost evyting le.. but our performance quite 单调啦...
wish tat sec4s will b happy n work hard for their o-levels...
gtg le....bb

2008-08-04T14:11:00.004+08:00

hey i'm bak blogging again..hahas...
2day v happi cos ltr aft choir, goin shopping with my cousin in bugis n my dad gav me $50 to shop for new clothes n shoes for my birthday!! n i'll get another $50 cash free..yay!!
tml wont be tat fun cos 4 things clash together... pathetic man... np parade rehearsal, choir performance rehearsal, ceramic course n de stupid creative writing... so idiotic lor... i chose to go for np instead... cos i love np! though mani unhappi tings hav happen, but its still de best=) n my squadmates r still my besties evy single1 of dem.
1 mor happy ting.. a few wks ago, i found my pri sch classmates blogs... i was lyk super happi... finali gotten in touch with dem again... dey r de best too...ya^.^
now gtta worry abt de common test le... i hate test!!!!!!!!! but i still gtta face it..hais... too bad hu tells me to be so competitive n cant put down aniting...
tat's all 4 2day... going to watch my fav video.. bye...

hurt n anger..

2008-07-08T13:57:00.016+08:00

i gt 1 stuff tat is troubling mi n 1 ting tat maks me both angry n sad.. both concerns specific ppl frm tat sec3 squad tat i hav respected..
i'll tok abt de ting tat mak mi angry 1st... de sec3 posted in de blog tat i send i love u to all his squadmates... i oni sent it to 3 person n i use de word lyk instead of love... do u knw tat tere's alot of difference between dis 2 words??... i reali dunno how to do deal with him... his my senior n instructor hu i respected.. but now with de words he uses on me, i dunno wad i m gonna treat him as in de future...
de nxt ting is a ting tat has troubled me for quite a few days... i couldnt get to sleep last nite becos of it too.. i act wan to settle de prob, clear my doubts n uncertainty ytd but i did nt do it in de end.. hais... now i dunno wad to do... i hav a lot of tings tat i wanted to tell him but i just dun hav de courage to tell him cos i fear de pain tat it might bring me... i knw tat i'm ugly n i dun hav de rite to lyk ani1.. but i just.. hais... i dunno wad i shld do n i oso dunno wad i m doing now... i feel tat i'm just making a fool out of myself but i just cant stop myself frm doing all those stuff... i tried telling him how i feel but i backed out last min again.. i'm a fool... i ask him q. tat i wanted ans on.. n i wad i get is: ...i dunno... i dunno!!!
i guess he took it as a joke ba...
dis ans just hurts me.. i dunno y... cld ani1 tell me wadd exactly i shld do??
act to be frank i'm nt sure whether i lyk him anot.. i feel tat i'm selfish cos frankly wad i wanted was someone hu will oways be tere for me... a shoulder n a person who i can tok to when i'm down... but i dunno whether i lyk tat guy ant.. den i go ask tat guy.. perhaps i dun hav de rite to ask him tat q. at all...
now... i still dunno de ans.. myself n his...
i wanted to forget him but i just cant get him off my mind...
i fear de pain tat he might bring mi but i still wanted his comfort...
i'm a fool.. a big fool but i'm scared.. reali scared..;(
只希望时间能够冲淡一切巴。。。

tagged..

2008-07-06T16:31:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Weibin!

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1530

name: Huiyi

Sisters: 1

Brothers: 1

Shoe size: 7 or 8?

Height: 167cm

Where do you live? Bukit Panjang, Fajar road

Favourite drinks? coke, mountain dew, chocolate ice blended..

Favourite breakfast? ham n cheeze bread

Have you ever been on a plane? no..hais..

Swam in the ocean? oni once at sentosa

Fallen asleep at school? nope..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yup! hahas..

Saved e-mails? ya.

What is your room like? quite untidy.

What’s right beside you? a fan

What is the last thing you ate? noodles

Ever had ...
Chicken pox? ya when i when i was in kindergarden

Sore throat? yup..

stitches? of cos!!

Broken nose? nope.

Do you believe in love at first sight?in de past, yes.. nw dunno.

Like picnics? Yes.

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with? cant rmb.. shd be my sadmates ba..

Last made you smile? a guy.. [secret]

You last yelled at? My sis

Today you did?playing and cheering? ya.. badminton^.^

Have you ever ... ..
Kissed anyone? of cos..no!

Get sick? obviously..ya

Miss someone? ya.

Eat? yes

Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no..

What’s under your bed? de ground

Who do you really hate? em.. some ppl.. cant tell ltr kana scoldin..haha..

What time is it now? 1555

Is there a person who is on your mind now? Yes

Do you want children? yup..

Do you smile often? shld be considered often ba..

Do you like your hand-writing? no..

Are your toe nails painted? last tym nt nw

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? my cousin's.. hers is much mor cofortable..

What color shirt are you wearing now? black

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?on de lrt comin home frm sch..

When did you cry last? a few hrs ago..haha

Are you a friendly person? sometimes..lol

Do you have any pets? fishes!

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? dunno.. at home a..

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? cant rmb hu.. so dunno..

Do you sleep with the TV on? sometyms..

What are you doing right now? doing dis ting n watchin my fav video..

Have you ever crawled through a window? nope..

Can you handle the truth? perhaps..

Are you too forgiving? dunno..

Are you closer to your mother or father? dad..

Who was the last person you cried in front of? 4get le..

How many people can you say you’ve really loved? quite a few.. esp zhang ying wen pei zhi xin!!

Do you eat healthy? dunno.. i eat wad i lyk..

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? of cos!! tere was once i cried cos of a sms..lol

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? lynette n 1 mor guy..

Are you loud or quiet most of the time? dunno.. both ba..

Are you confident? most of de tym except tyms when face tings tat mak my heart hurts..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago: watch tv, play, tok, sleep n eat..

5 things on my to-do list today: watch t, get ans frm some1, watch videos, do hw, bath

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: find some1 i lyk n truely lyks me, hav a grand party with my frens, donate, shopping n play computer all day...

5 of my bad habits: lazy, attitude, lyks to spend money, emo n irritating

5 places I have lived in: my hse, cousin hse, grandpa hse, hotel n overnite camp in sch..

wad happen??

2008-06-17T15:43:00.006+08:00

i just feel reali sad now... i hav just visited lynette's blog. wad she says reali make me sad. now i hav several probs. ying zhi prob lynette prob my own family prob my own frenship prob.......... i dunno wad i shld do. i hate probs esp dis type of prob. i couldnt help lynette n yingzhi in ani ways.. my own frenship prob i can oni happy go lucky wish tat nothing unpleasent croooks up... whereas for my family prob.. i believe tat i hav nt told ani1 abt it n my frens all thought tat i hav a happy family n a home. but tats all wrong... i wish tat i've nt been born in tat hse. i wouldnt wanna tok abt my family prob in sch cos i dunno how to face tat prob. seriously i hated my mom alot. I HATE HER TO DE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wan to see her at all she cos me several prob n i cant even tok abt it to my frens cos de prob might lead my frens to stop being my fren. i reali hated her.. sometyms i reali wanted to leave de hse n nvr eva see her again i hated her alot alot ALOT!!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzz........... can ani1 understand how i feel... i evytym emo is cos i've met alot of prob tat i cant solve n dunno how to solve... i ooways giv ppl advice n help dem is bcos i knw how dey feel.. but when it comes to my probs i reali dunno how to face it. its driving me mad. i reali wanna drop evyting n leave dis problematic n unfair world.... i oways feel sad n lonely n i reali wanted some1 to be around me.. a true fren who i can tok to n console me n guide me towards de right way of life.. is tere eva such a person who can be around for me when i nid some1 to tok to n to help me?????? is tere?? i dunno i reali dunoooo..........zzzzzzzzzzz

np rox..

2008-05-10T14:09:00.004+08:00

gd frens r hard to come by... all de np cadets hav gd character n a kind heart.. tis hav been wad i've been tinking all de while... dey do de best for others n oways place their fellow squadmates n cadets in the 1st place... i'm v proud to be part of de np family espeicially cchy npcc... ytd jian booon sir say in de 1e classroom tat i shld hav failed miie 3rd class drill n wld nt be promoted, but he pass me cos i try n try n try alt i knw tat i cant do it... at tat tym i luk at jian boon sir n felt lyk crying.. it is tears of happiness cos at tat v min i knew tat i did nt choose de wrong cca.. npcc is de BEST!!! cos of de instructors cadets n CIs... tat make it so. de instructors were frank with de cadets..dey truely care for de cadets frm de bottom of their hearts n dey deserve praise!! so i must nt giv up easily n must persevere... dun let de seniors n sirs down... dey giv us 1oo% n we shld giv dem de best!!

u ppl mite find tis lame, but pls read tis post.. i'm serious abt de contents in it...

2008-05-10T13:47:00.006+08:00

over de exam period, i've thought thrh several tings.. tere r 2 main tings tat i've thought thrh it seriouslyn i've came 2 a conclusion.. 1st, i've made up my mind 2 focus on 4 main tings tis yr.. Tis tings will b my aim n goal n i'll try my best 2 do it although i knw tat i cant do it overnite.. 1. study hard, dun b lazy n must be organised, hand up hw on tym n get gd results. must get in 2 at least 3g next yr. 2. must be in gd terms with frens classmate senior n junior, dun quarrel. 3, must do de best in np, master all de ting being taught tere n dun pon np. 4. must do up de best performance in tis yr pop 4 de sec4 seniors. dey help us alot n we must giv de best 2 dem!!
de 2nd issue is abt my character n attitude prob. i'll try my best 2 tok less tings abt bgr n i wont fancy aniguys cos @ least age studies n cca is de most ipt. i'll oso try my best 2 be less talkative, bossy, demanding, straightforward, competitive. i'll nt be jealous of my fren, say aniting abt dem behind their back, n tink abt bein de si in np when i'm sec 4, i'll let nature take it course, wad is mine is mine. wad belongs 2 others, will nv be mine. tere's nothing 2 compete abt. n si is just a name. de most impt ting is tat we remain in np as a united squad. do de best n hav commitment 2 de unit. fren is much more impt den just a name or rank. i'll oso try 2 be more honest, patient, tolerent and satisfied of wad i now hav. lastly, i would lyk 2 thx n apologise 2 all my fren classmate junior n senior cos u all hav put up wit all de nonsense n attitude tat i've given u all thrh out tis 2 yr especially my classmate n squad mates. u all hav given me alot of guidance during tis 2 yr. sometym i even hate some of u cos of de comment u hav made abt me. but i knw tat all meant well, n i realise tat i'm such a fool 2 hate ppl who meant me well.. so now i dun hate any1 in de sch except for 1 gal.. wich is cai earn.. i hate her 2 de core cos of some issue, n i doubt aniting can resolv tis prob.. aniway, i would lyk 2 sa tat i'm truly sorry.. pls 4giv me 4 de nonsense i've given u all.. SORRY.. u ppl r de best fren tat i've ever had my classmate squadmates seniors juniors. i wouldn't lyk 2 lose fren n buddies lyk u ppl. if u ppl have ani comment abt me next tym, pls dun say it behind my bak. u can just tell me directly, i promise i wount be angry abt it. CCHY and NP rox!! =)

y must reality be so hurtful??!!

2008-05-02T15:40:00.018+08:00

我快受不了了啦!! altough i say tat i'll nt be bloggin aft exam.. but now i'm reali stress out by all de idiotic tings n situation around me.. its driving me crazy..zzzzz.. 1st is late for sch during chi paper den in de end no tym finish n i'll be finish when i fail tat paper!! 2nd. i oso nvr finish miie chi n eng paper 2.. miie paper1 for eng i hav written over 4oo words for both compos!! i'm done for it tis tym round... de worst ting hav yet to come.. i act wan to study math n sci ytd cos it is holiday.. but god is jokin with me n i was having high fever de moment i wokeup ytd.. miie head hurts n i m so tired till i was sleeping on de bed for de whole ENTIRE day..zzzzz... n now i reali dunno wad i'm doing.. its feels tat evyting is getting in miie way n i reali dunno y i hav to giv miieself so much stress.. tere was oso a q. tat hav been troubling me for a long tym since aft sec1 camp last yr.. i feel tat i'm drifting mor n mor away frm miie squadmates n dey all say is miie attitude prob.. i agree with tat, but i just cant find de solution.. when i tok to 1 of miie reliable fren abt wad i'm troubling n all miie q. i've expected a console or a help frm her, but instead tat was nt wad i've receive.. i was rather disappointed n i doubt i will ever approach her again. i reali miss de days i had last yr.. a carefree n happy life in np.. now de happiness turns into countless of tears.. i reali wanted to enjoy miie np life with de whole np unit..cos i lve np n i wouldnt wanna lose it.. i knw tat tis wont be an easy task.. n i did nt pin high hopes on tis almost impossible wish...
有苦说不出的兹味你们了解吗?? i've seems to lose all de tings tat once belongs to me.. now i cant find ani1 tat i can truely speak to.. when i'm hapi i'll have frens to tok to, but when i nid some1 to tok heart to heart, i could find no one. nt a single person... n 4 np, when i try miie best to perform well.. some ppl would nt shuang me or say i copy ppl or act pro.. i reali dunno wad to do.. i reali feel lonely in np n i've oso kept asking miieself 1 ting.. shld i just do wad i tink tat is rite n dun care wad others tink abt me, or shld i keep low-profile n in tis way at least i would nt hav ani conflicts with miie squadmates or de seniors n de juniors... tis q. hav disturb me for several lonely months... sometyms i reali feel lyk crying n even if i cry no1 would care so i would rather cry alone with no 1 knwing or 把眼泪往肚子里吞.. at least in tis way (...) wouldnt say tat i'm acting.. :'( i knw tat i'm nt good in alot of tings... miie footdrill is so lousy, i'm talkative, irritating,bossy, competitive n kept on saying tings abt others tats y u ppl dun lyk me.. i knw de reasons well enough as i knw miieself.. but i couldnt helpit by asking miieself hu i reali am??can i tolerate all tis?? can i just be miieself?? or can i just giveup with wad i hav 2day instead of competing for de tings n be stress up, tired, being criticised n hav a burden tat is weighing mi down?? de road infront seems blur..de world doesnt seems to be rite.. i had troubles with no one to tok to n i dunno hu i can reali trust.. when i tink of all dis probs, all my frens turned into strangers... i reali dunnno wad to do n i've begining to doubt miie abilities n de strenght in me.. miie heart is bleeding with tears but no1knws.. i reali feel lyk collapsing with no pillar or hand to grab on.. i hate dis feeling, but i could do nothing.. when i sms ppl.. i knw tat i'm disturbing them n i oso expected tat dey will nt reply or even if dey reply dey will either scold me or say lame.. so i've cut down on smsing ppl.. now, hu can i rely on?? could i just die n end all tis emotional hurting stuffs.. i dunno i dunno i dunno..zzz. tis reali hurts!! :'(

np=)

2008-04-22T16:17:00.007+08:00

np sec2 squad... total"20
gals^^
ying zhi
huiyi
lynette
esther
emily
suxin
jiazhi

bois**
ashralf
junkiat
karwee
junhao
jianwen
jovan
sweekoon
quanting
weiyang
junyi
kaixuan
yuxiang
niger

sec1 3 n 4 dunno all their names so nvr post...hahas

...

2008-04-22T15:17:00.004+08:00

i quiting blogging cos of mye.... so i wont be bloggin for abt 3 wks...ya... so sad sia... stupit exam zzz... but when exam's over i'll be a blogger again^^... just wish tat exam is over in de nxt blink of eye n i'll hav 1 whole month to play eat n sleep!! hais.. gtg now bb...=)

chiong chiong chiong!!

2008-04-17T14:37:00.004+08:00

i've made up miie mind to chiong miie exams le... having evry ting organiase, i must chiong ar...!! i must at least get3 a1 if nt i sure emo le...hahas... aniway i wonder wad miie grades will be when i chiong... at least can get in2 top 20 position in class ba...shld be...(= n now i oso dun lyk ani guys liao, i guess i wont lyk ani guys till abt nxt yr... bois r idiotic sia... yup perhaps... evytym sms ppl den kana scoldin de now dun dare to sms ppl le... oni can sms those gd frens hais... now oso cannt be late 4 sch le... if nt will kana detention for several hrs...bleh... detention is sooo borin...zzz...

...slack slack slack^^

2008-04-16T15:14:00.006+08:00

mid yr exam round de corner le.. but i still slackin hahas... dunno wheter i lyk tat will still pass de exams nt... if i fail miie dad's gonna kill me... aniway i dun tink i will fail... but me still nid to at least study abit cos miie aim is 5as... miie de other 2 lousy sub must at least get b3... eng n art lessons r gettin mor n mor boring... feel lyk sleepin in class evytym...den de mdm lai say tings untill so complicated den ask her q. oso kana scoldin de... lyk tat how 2 do well 4 art exam?? hais... but truely i still scared i fail leh... but i dun hav de motivation 2 study n do hw n organise my stuff... so how?? i reali dunno... n evytym lesson must do written work, i will just lie down n sleep for 1 or 2 min den do de work... cos v tired, dunno y... at nite sleep for 8 to 9h le still tired... maybe i'm getting old sia...hahas... how i wish tere's a motivation in me so tat i wont be lazy n tinkin of sleepin all de tym...hais.... lyk tat miie grades will sure shoot up de...
n aft exam we hav to tink abt de pop performance le... cos tym is catching up n since aft exam we gt 1 whole month of holi... i tink tat it will be a great i dea to start tinkin n practicin de pop tingi... dunno wheter other squadmates wan to strt ant... but yz oso wan to strt aft exam so shld be no prob ba... hope so=)

sports day n 2day

2008-04-14T16:52:00.003+08:00

it rain heavili on de sportsday early in de moring... den evyting went on as usual... den aft de event, me lynette esther jiazhi yingzhi... walk all de way frm de sports stadium to northpoint... den lynette went home n me,yz,jz n e go eat kfc n just when we finish eating some sec3 de gals walk past den we go walk walk in northpoint... den some sec3 go home left jesslyn n jiayin n we decided to go jy hse to play...we play com. n carom... den we go home le... quite lame day rite... i knw... den 2day i get to knw tat a sec1 gal buay song me... den it reali troubles me... i tink i'm settling de prob 2mr... k gtg bb...

sports heats

2008-04-09T15:40:00.004+08:00

me dunno y v emo nowadaes n den ytd em... aft sch i n np squad ppl go 2 de yishun stadium for duty... den on de way tere i v emo hahas... miie duty is high jump n den tis event hav nt strt yet den me n 1 mor sec1 gal slack n watch de games whereas other ppl all working... i feel v weird leh... nt doin aniting... den aft tat de sky drop countless of water droplets n cos of tat de games cant continue... den all miie squad mates slack lor... we go n disturb js n kip on shoutin jz lyk js repeatedli... den js fren all turn 2 de bak den he v paiseh ... jz oso paiseh untill she n sx both walk away leaving us shoutin over tere lyk mad women hahas... we oso disturb glenn... we kip on askin where ying zhi is n when ying zhi come, wwe all go n make fun of him... den at abt 5.30 to 6, we r dismissed den 各自回家 lor.. nothing much act...

last fri

2008-04-07T16:13:00.009+08:00

last fri i find out tat some 2c gals nt shuang me... den de gal tat nt shuang me de, i dun even knw hu she is... den be4 tat i v dao mei leh... aft sch i eat noodles, den havnt even eat de noodles, it was knock off to my skirt n miie whole skirt was so ... dirty n oily... i gtta no choice so i change in2 de np pt kit 1st den i feel v xtra cos i 1 person change 2 pt kit den de others all in sch u... so i emo den sit on de bench quietli den my other gals squadmate keep on tokin abt me, say wad emo gal... etc ... den i dunno y, i just run away n stayed in de toilet 4 1h listening to miie hp songs... den aft tat i go bak to de canteen ter to take miie bags to change to full u den de ppl all gone le 2gether with their bags... den when i taking up miie bags, de hk n js saw me lor... zzz at tat tym i dun wan 2 see ani1 especialli np ppl... i cover my face with de bags n i walked off to change into my fullu...
den aft np, de squadmates keep on tokin abt de badminton event taking place de dey aft... den i emo again... hahas... i evytym emo de... act cos is becos i oso wan 2 go but too mani ppl le den i cant go n de person hu organise de oso nvr call me go so if i go, ppl will sure say me bhb esp(...) aniway nvm dun go den dun go lor... i dun care liao...hahas act i oso knw tat i shldnt post abt tis on blog cos is nt their fault, or shld be miie fault ba... den at nite me chat with sx den i tok to her abt alotof tings... 1 of dem is a sentence tat i've constructed to make miieself feel betta... tat is 感情越深，心越痛。没有了感情，伤痛与泪水也就不再存在... tis sounds quite logical rite?? shld be la... hahas... hais tats de end of miie boring fri... bb

a lame day

2008-04-03T15:19:00.005+08:00

me 2 day late again, bbut v lucky tat de chi test is postpone to nxt mon if nt i gtta stay bak aft sch to take de test...phew... den when go class room, i saw de sch yr bk on de table... me v hapi... wait 4 quite a few months 4 tis stupid bk to be out le... den finali out le... i flip through de bk den to miie surprise.. i've a lot of pic on de bk n miie hairstyle is so nerd last yr... on de coverpg oso gt miie pic of mi n 2 mor fren in de dnt room... i luk so.. idiotic... hahas... when i flip 2 de photos of all de students, de printing is sooo lousy n i could hardli see properli... so i ignore de whole chunk of photos... n tat was during art lesson where we suppose 2 go 2 de art room, but evy1 stayed in class n luk at de yr bk... till 15 min ltr de prefects chase us up 2 de art room...hahas... n we were scolded by de art teacher of cos (nt de gals but de bois)
aft recess, no teacher come in 2 de class n we gt 1 whole period free, luking at de yr bk... tere was laughter in de whole room hahas... tats all 4 2day... i'll stop sayin lame tings 4 2day...

yesterdae n 2dae...

2008-04-02T16:48:00.011+08:00

yesterdae is april fools dae... den me nvr play ani jokes at all hais... miie mind empti de cant tink of aniting. den at nite gt chat with some ppl den i oways kana trick de hais... den yesterdae in sch i oso v suay... i in sch kana hit by james using ball den in chi class, de stupit ian use chi bk accidentali hit my head... den during history class smt happen(me cant say wad)... den i nid to go home directli aft sch to see de doctor... zzz... yesterday is miie unlucky day!! as 4 2 day, nothing much happen oso la... me late in sch again den hav 2 stay at de parade sq for 0.5h den i sick cos me eat medicene... bleh... nt as suay as yesterdae den can le... 2 day mdm chen nvr come sch den de whole class chaotic den gt 1 lesson no 1 take de class den we all run n shout... den 2day gt de news frm santa tat ms selvi is resignin cos of some nasty comments made by 2eians... i dunno how de class feel bout tis news cos truely, our class dun lyk selvi but when santha break de news to us, de class doesnt reali seems hapi... so i tink miie class is nt reali cold-blooded... hahas... den 2day aft sch i sweep de classroom aft jaryl den it is such a gd feeling tat de class is once again clean again... oh ya... i wonder when r we gonna collect de sch yr bk... dey say dis wk giv but till now still havnt giv yet... i so nt hapi...

ppl who i lyk

2008-03-18T16:16:00.003+08:00

me lyk quite alot of ppl... but me knw tat dey wont lyk me... but me sort of dun really care either...hais... n now i lyk 2 guys, yup ... n em, i knw tat dey dun lyk me cos dey gt a gal dey lyk le... somemor dey lyk de is same gal leh... but tat gal dunno lyk hu la... i tink tat 2 guy both fiteting for tat gal... em... tere's gonna be a nice show... hahas... just kidding... tat gal actually is oso miie fren la n we all in np de... de 2 guys is senior... other den me, still gt quite a lot of ppl oso lyk tat 2 guys... oh ya, someting to add on, last few deys i go for a civil defence course... n had a stupit fite with de mayflower ppl... dey r really sickening... me n lynette go toilet, dey go tere wait 4 us den aft course, dey say wad wan to tok to me properly... but me dun care dem, just walk away with my squad hahas.... n still gt de np camp, me kana scolding by 2 junior den aft tat 1 of dem apologise 2 me, while de other lyk hate me lyk tat... me wan to tok to tat gal, den i ask her to tok awhile... den she say wad dun wan tok 2 me... den i ask de 2nd tym den she giv me same ans den i dun care her le... giv me tis type of attitude see... zzz.... den aft camp, still gt de handball com.... me dunno y, but our sch lose severely, but actually our main motive to go tere is nt to win, but to hav fun... ya... hahas... in the end we still quite happi... aft tat we went to causeway point to hav lunch, shopping,... den we go take neo-print... me tat tym den knw tat js 1st tym taking neo-print hahas... de neo-print is quite well-taken exept some of de neo-print, jk is nt inside, cos he is block by us... hais... n den aft tat we go foot court tere tok ... when we sit down, it really appears tat jesslyn n js is lyk our daddy mummy, taking we sec 2 squad as kids to de shopping centre... hahas... tat was quite funny yup...den tat tym aft tat we go home at 7+.. den tat tym me knw tat tat guy lyk... le... hais... nw gonna see 2 guys fiteting for a gal... hahas... shld be quite fun.... =P

miie math test...

2007-09-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

I receiv miie math test results 2day n guess wad... I oni gt 35/43 4 it! I was nt even in the top 10 position in class.(perhaps...) Sad right, I tink it is. Btw, de worst thing is tat Jia Neng gt 2nd in class 4 tat test...and i was laughed at by the stupid boys in my class, dey even gossip n say all those pervertic things abt me when I came bak from the toilet aft cryin.I was reali0 angry and I cried again. I tried my best 2 control my anger but I couldn't hold it any longer after they criticised me and humilated me 4 countless tyms. I went 2 de bak door behind the classroom secretly and do my Math hw tere, everything was ok and Shirley and Berenice came to me for quite a few time untill the Sean Lee told the teacher that I was crying at the back door then the teacher came n tok 2 me, aft tat aft sch The Blur Queen Chai Earng came and comfort me untill I cannot take it liao she make me feel so frustrated and I detest her alot, yet she still don't know. Then I tell her go away n she hide at the front door. After tat I went to the front door, yelled at her then I go to the toilet and aft that, I went to find berenice mellissa and lina.

tings tat happen 2day!

2006-10-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

2day, my teacher tok 2 me about some tings and aft tat, she tok 2 1 of my fren, a fren who I treat as my best friend, and she cried. They tok for quite a long time. My friend cried untill both her eyes are v red and swollen.:(

That fren of mine, is a frendwhom I respect, and I trust her a lot.

Bt aft she don bring homework a lot of tyms and lost her ws or oter hw, miie teacher don trust her as much nw and even when she reali had lost her homework, she wouldn't tell the teacher becos she tink tat de teacher won't beleive her and in the result teacher tought that she did nt bring the hw, n so she was given a demerit point and a warning tat may cause her to lose her prefect position.:(
Although after so many tings, I still respect her, trust her and treat her as my best friend becos I m sure for what ever she do, she hav her own reasons!

Life!

2006-10-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

Life is so borin at home, nothing 2 do at all, but in school evyting is different!

We can do wad ever we wan! It's so FUN! Although it is fun, but of cos there are oso some irritating ppl, some of the P5! They dun respect me and I am always blowing my top when i see them!

But dunno why, I just won't shout at them although I feel like bashing up some of the P5 that makes me extreamly angry!

I think that i better cool down now, all else I would bash anybody that i see now!

Anyway I don't like tha P5. To me, I feel that most of the P5 in my school don't respect me at all!

I am P6 and I have to bear the anger that the P5 created for me, God must be joking with me!

haiz...:(